I am Rin
19 years old and taken by my bf meru
I love horror like
A lotttt
And I plot and draw and well do simple edits unless I'm in a very creative mood
I am deep into paradox live and Mashle and I'm replaying some old games I used to play
I do have social anxiety and depression and it will take time for me to adjust to you or other people
I'm also obsessed with foxes as they are my comfort animal
I used to play a few instruments in the past (keyboard and trombone actually)
I love rock metal and Japan music sometimes music from fandoms like bendy in the ink machine, FNAF etc
I play video games as well

As said in infos
I have social anxiety and I get easily scared if someone screams at me
I'm gonna get my diagnosis soon but as of right now it's stated I got ADHD
And well my ADHD makes me struggle with a lot of things especially thinking
So I'm sorry if I sound dumbI easily get attached to characters that seems me or has the same struggles I do and normally will get VERY delusional, that goes for when I see characters that fits my boyfriend and friends I will literally see them as those characters and will call them it constantly so if it hurts you I'm very sorry as it's something I can't exactly controlI'm a huge coffee and energy drink addict, I'll drink coffee Everytime I have the chance to and will none stop drinking it and of course it gets concerning to a few. So warning I might mention myself drinking coffee a lotI ship rarepairs a lot, like a lot a lot. It's my comfort thing that I do as I like to make dynamics it's something that's been unknown to me and I never understood why tbh.That Includes shipping, I'll talk about shipping a lot and I'm so attached to it that I really don't have a personality and I'm sorry for it I know it hurts people in the past and have annoyed some but I'm trying to control it.I get easily scared when someone is mad at me or screams at me due to some personal issues, I'll easily get panic attacks and overthink when I'm wrong because I was raised that if you did something wrong the first time your automatically worthlessAnd last thing I swear a lot, like a lot, sometimes make sexual jokes but not too many. But I make too many your mom jokes and Deez nuts jokes and say your gay a lot due to habit.Due to me and my self worth I won't care about the outside world as I lost some sort of connection with it mentally.Also this is a big thing, I H A T E children, I hate children. Of course for personal reasons, so when you start talking about children I might get a bit moody as it's something that triggers my mind and makes me moody for some reason.